ok .. i think i'm ready to go home now. today i got really angry and annoyed at the girl in the grocery store that wouldn't give me my change. she stole 1mil from me ($2 USD) and she kept ignoring me because i kept standing there! UGH! i hate this language barrier. this is the second time someone here tried to not give me my change and think i'm stupid just because i'm not from here. and it was EXTRA cold today so we stayed in and studied. but i've BEEN trying to study here in this little corner area but it's dark and the cars outside keep honking and the buses are loud and it's COLD. sighhh, maybe i'm depressed because the sun hasn't come out all day, but i just can't wait for it to be summer. i'm tired of all this noise pollution and AIR pollution! Chile has like... a 40% smoking rate here and it's so disgusting. i'm pretty sure my lungs are black now. i haven't really felt homesick this whole time until today..
i can't wait to wear shorts and a T-shirt outside with rainbows and a ponytail. i want to sit outside and take in a deep breath of fresh air and lay in the nice clean grass. i want to be able to order something at a restaurant and drive my car when i want to go somewhere. i want to know where i'm going and i want to be able to watch TV or go watch the movies in english (despicable me/inception). i decided i live for summer.. and missing out on it is making me sad now. :(
8th floor hangout!
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actually.. i wrote that earlier while studying and now i feel a lot better after hanging out with da peeps and talking to my mamaaa, my old roomie and hearing from my semi-current roomie back home! :) so i guess you can scratch out this whole day. lol BUT i still can't wait for the warmth of the CAL-I-FOR-NIA sunnnn! :D
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